Do I Still Cross Your Mind?

^{Inspired by the song "Polish Girl" by Neon Indian: [link]
"But you fail to remember,
But you fail to remember.
Do I still cross your mind?
Your face still distorts the time."}

Wow, I listen to weird music. It tends to fit into any sort of drawing pretty good. XD

Well, I know, it's my ex boyfriend Austin's character, Austionous, again.
Long story short, for those of you who don't know, Austin broke up with me back in July because he wanted to leave and go on his 2 year long mission without making me have to wait and put my life on hold for him. (And many other reasons too, but I won't go into that. XD)
So we're nearly 2,000 miles apart now, and we've been sending super lengthy, long letters to each other every week.

My recent letter from him was the inspiration for this drawing. In one of my previous letters to him, I mentioned how he's now 3 hours ahead of me, and when I wake up, I see the sunrise he saw just a few hours ago. (Something along those lines, hahaha XD) In his most recent letter to me, he mentioned the same thing about the moon. So he's kinda the sun, and I'm kinda the moon to him, symbolically. I'm the light that guides him. Needless to say it was really corny, but it makes for a cute drawing of our characters at least. XD;;;

But, that's not my point. XD;;;;
What was weird about that letter, and why everything just seems really surreal now, is that he wrote how much he regrets leaving me and how he'll never find someone like me ever again and hinted multiple times about possibly getting back together after his two years.
Just a month and a half gone and he's already writing "I love you" again to me. And I'm not saying it really bugs me that much, I saw it coming but... not for like, another six months to a year (wow I sound like a jerk xD). We were together for almost four years straight, and have seriously made a huge impact on each others lives. It's just really.... confusing I guess? I'm not sure whether to be happy or mad at him or what.
We're still like magnets to each other, and somewhere deep inside both of us knew we were meant to be together, but other things got in the way. It kinda feels like we're offtrack in both our lives.

I mean, this whole situation sounds like it came right out of a storybook. XD All I can say about this, is that I don't know what to say at all!
If we end up back together or just as super close friends, regardless, I think we're stuck with each other for life!

Anyway, enjoy!

Drawn by (c) *Tuooneo